FML: So I couldn't find my Tabatha cosplay and was literally flipping a shit...

FML: I refused to believe it wasn't gone and by the time I had gotten over my determined rage, it had been three hours of intense searching..aka upending my room and house. Now I'm dead sure it's not in the room...
we were a tad late to AUSA, but all turned out well.

FMLLLFMLFML: I think I'll cry TT^TT. That shirt material was dayumm difficult to find. I scavenged it off of a vintage top of my mother's. facepalm.facedesk.facewall.

MLIA: on a more positive note.
I bought.
so much.

MLIA: I hauled more than..a hundred's worth? shh I'm asian so it's a lot ; ).
OMG there was a bin of .. dollar figurines. not crap ones. but decent quality that were MSRP 400 to 700 yen average (granted dealers get em for wholesale a katrillion for a gross of one dollar but still: P). The dealer was a bit sick of everyone asking him if he was for legit lol.. he had quite the sarcasm. Not like I (or my stab happy claymore -did I mention I wore it in mourning sans cosplay outfit..-) let anyone near the bin anyhow, I was too busy searching.

Optimist: can't wait to post pics of my haul(jewelry,cute things, hair accessories, mystery package : D, stickers, figurines) and today was phenomenal... like every Friday, Saturday, and Sunday has been for the last month <3. Every moment is precious these days; I feel like I'm not quite all there ( a bit detached ) bc life has been way too mind blowing yet healthy and nourishing to be mine.

Pessimist: Okay WHAT THE FUCK I went to every single vendor and specifically asked if they had Gantz figurines. I was fuxing determined to buy one. Also, the contact lens company I bought from sent me violet instead of blue..and then the customer service (aka one person) lapsed into a non communicative apathy about resolving the matter. I rose hell, and it can't have turned sour anyways; I cold always have withdrawn the payment.


Cosplays:hanfu is pretty, caveat is that it takes a bit of work on my hair and makeup to pull it off. it's also way too over the top. Perhaps once my inner attention whore grows a bigger appetite.
riza is simple but wonderful <3. it's certainly no dastardly 30 pound claymore that gave me neuropathy =__=
lightning's coming along well.
I also picked up another pet project: Alice from Aria for a group.



p.s. it's two. I'm not going to format janx.